James Lilliefors is a poet, journalist, and novelist. His writing…
Just after the last shadows fell, before the fireflies,
A light flared in the upper branches, a stillness settled below,
And I felt the weight of our lives quietly coming to rest.
We were made of what followed
What came before, of dust and stars, of stories
Told to take the place of what can’t be known.
Walking under the trees into more permanent shadows
You said there was something you would carry
With you, after the fireflies, so I would know.
Something visible, if just barely, as breath in winter.
Last night, I think I may have seen it, high in the oaks:
A bright flame briefly lighting the branches again.
And, later, may have heard: in the gust-driven rain
That knocked on the shutters and doors, as if wanting in;
A persistent sound, that couldn’t be stopped.
That couldn’t be answered.
First published in the April edition of The Hooghly Review.
James Lilliefors is a poet, journalist, and novelist. His writing has appeared in Ploughshares, The Hooghly Review, Door Is A Jar, Salvation South, The Washington Post, The Miami Herald, and elsewhere. His most recent novel is THE CHILDREN'S GAME (Skyhorse, written as Max Karpov). A native of the Washington, D.C. area, he graduated from the University of Iowa and is a former writing fellow at the University of Virginia. He currently lives in South Florida