Jen Feroze lives by the sea in Essex, UK, with…
After The Secret Garden – Frances Hodgson Burnett
When she said ‘nobody wants me’ and
‘why is it always so cold here?’, and
‘I have spoken, all depart!’
I wanted to take her dancing in predawn fog.
Wanted to watch her downturned mouth for hours
for signs of spring, paint her sour-milk cheeks
with moorland rain and heather
and wait for them to bloom red.
I wanted to gift her sycamore keys
for her many locked doors, shock her
with the snap of a winter twig –
seemingly brittle as her unloved bones –
to show her the way it is shot through with green
at the marrow.
Jen Feroze lives by the sea in Essex, UK, with her husband and two young children. Her work has recently appeared or is forthcoming in Capsule Stores, The Madrigal, The 6ress and Doghouse Press. Her first collection, The Colour of Hope, was published in 2020. Find her on instagram @the_colourofhope and on Twitter @jenlareine.