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Origins

Origins

after George Ella Lyon

I am from ruddy skin,
and feet the color of soot after burning.
I am from fire, rage
that smells like burnt flesh and offering.
I’m from hollowed moon
and the waves it commands
to rock me toward rest.
I am from pantyhose seared with topcoat,
and front pew service.
I’m from choir stomp-claps reverberating
off raisined carpet, and
voices big enough to reach the heavens.
From veggie patty to haystacks.
From sunset to sunset.
I’m from Rena & Evelyn,
the women before me, who passed on their stubborn grace.
From Arthur and Patricia;
conjoined by name, marked in permanence.
I am from apologies after the storm,
from hi molly on the comfy couch
to who you think you talking to in my face.
I am from chlorine and greased cheese
blending under hum of happy birthday.
From skin darkened by sun, scrubbed with soap and cloth.
I’m from perm burns and pinched nose,
a body too grown for obedience.
I’m from longing to be wanted
and wanting to be had.
From bloodied wrists and favorite pants
forced into dumpster,
along with the memories.
I am from those too–
remembers lost to wind,
torn from grips too tight,
denying captivity.