Jon Alex Miller (he/him/his) lives in London with his husband…
We hardly noticed
the old magnolia
dutifully pushing
its hard buds into February.
The cold mornings
distracted us,
firmed our purpose,
as if our repetitions kept us warm.
there was a time
before this garden was planted,
or any garden;
or any road –
Station Road, Church Street, Green Lane –
before terraces, and houses,
and households,
before doors, fences, rumors, hints and kisses,
before trouble, and taxes, and dishes.
before there was a word for humans,
before words,
before anything ever got straightened out,
before any good,
There was a time
before days became ages,
before Saturdays, or Holy Days,
or hallucinations of Angels.
millennia
before thinking made it so.
Even then,
you welcomed the spring,
before any bees or blossom
on the trees.
Ancient, old magnolia,
though cold the start and hard the hour,
intractable comes
Spring’s first bud and earth’s first flower.
Jon Alex Miller (he/him/his) lives in London with his husband and dog, writing to explore the (dis)connections between our queer experience, our bodies and nature. Just 50 and new to writing poetry – he has already been long/short-listed for the Bridport Prize, the Julian Lennon Poetry Prize and the Beaver Trust Ecological Emergency Prize. Feeling energized by re-discovering poetry – he is exhilarated to be at the beginning of something again.